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         *PauLiNKa'S PaST JouRNaL eNTRieS*

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Kiedys...
(..Mam Nadzieje Ze Niedlugo..)
...Jebac Sie Wszystkie Zle Wspomnienia Pojda

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February 2, 2005
W koncu Luty...I've had enough of january and I really hope this month's gonna be better.
 
SWeeT iS LoVe WHeN aLL iS SaNe.
SWeeT iS DeaTH To RiD THe PaiN.
CRueL iS DeaTH WHeN aLL iS WeLL.
CRueL iS LoVe WHeN aLL iS HeLL.
 
Love
Hmmm does true love really exist? I believe so, but it's really hard to find one. This past month I've learned that facet could be a real swinia... Right Ilonka? =\ Sad, but true. Czasem sa momenty kiedy chce wszystkich facetow powystrzelac, but guyz= can't live w/ 'em, can't live w/o 'em. I don't understand how can some girls just go out w/ any random guy because, unlike them, I'm not able to go out w/ a guy who I have no feelings for. That's just not me... I hate guyz who are players and who r able to hit a girl because I've never been hit by anyone before and my bf is for sure not gonna be the first one to do that =0. Marek, "Zaslugujesz na kogos lepszego." Thank u, but where am i supposed to find him? Marzenia, marzenia... 
2005: I wanna finally find a guy who's gonna love me for who i am and who's gonna respect me. I thought I found him last year, but I was wrong. But this year I won't be chasing the "wrong" guys. I'll wait 'till the right one comes to me...

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February 1, 2005
Happy B-day Dzikusia!
 
Trust
...is a thing I honor the most. If someone tells me something and asks me not to tell it to anybody, they have my word on it. I never did that and I never will because I respect others privacy. I'm glad that they're able to trust me, so why would I then screw them over? I have no idea why some people do that cuz u should be glad that someone had the courage to let u on on their secret. That's why I think so many people trust me. Because they know I will not spill the word about what they told me to anybody else. Wioletta, "Bo ci kazdy ufa." Thank u and I'm really happy about it=)
2005: It's still really hard for me to trust some people because I've been betrayed so many times in my past, it's unbelieveable. I wanna find a person this year who I'll be able to talk to about anything and know that it's just gonna stay between us two. I also won't get with any guys who are not able to trust me because for me it is the most important thing in a relationship.

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January 30, 2005
Kurwa przejebany hangover dzis mam. I chilled w/ my bro albo "Bartuszkiem" (jak Elizka mowi lol) and Tommy's cousins yesterday. So we drank Brandy. Fuckin nasty shit, so we all got fucked up. No ale w tamten weekend nigdzie nie wychodzilam, so u know. Ok ja lece spac Narka.
 
i NeVeR GoT To SaY GooDBye, THe TeaRS aRe HaRD To FiGHT,
THe ThouGHT oF You iS aLWayS NeaR, i'M TRyiNG NoT To CRy.
I NeVeR GoT To SaY GooDBye, I WiSH THeSe THouGHTS WouLD LeaVe,
i See You RuNNiNg THrouGH My Mind, aN iMaGe To DeCeiVe.

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January 29, 2005
Happy B-day Asia!!!
My new schedule:
1.History
2.Chemsitry
3.English
4A.Study Hall
4B.Lunch
5.French
6.Study Hall
7.French
8.Math
9.PE
Crazy huh? lol 
Only 17 weeks more left of my junior year in high school!

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*KeY 2 My HeaRT*

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January 25, 2005
Happy B-day Przemek! Zdrowia, szczescie, duzo kasy, itp., ;) zyczy Twoja siska.
 
Alcohol
"Kazdy Polak pije" =) Well maybe not every, but about 95% do lol And it's all good cuz we gotto keep tbe tradition "To jest Polska, tu sie pije" =D I like to drink (except for beer cuz it makes u fat =\ and I'm almost a pro at that now lol Sebastian, "She can drink." That's right, but I've learned my limits. I know when to stop, so that I won't puke or do some crazy shit. And unlike some people I do remember what I did the next day (though in some cases I would rather not;) 
2005: I prefer drinks now cuz i got bored of taking shots, but this year's gonna be my 18th b-day so we gotto celebrate it- hard! (i mean w/ hard liquor=)

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January 23, 2005
Facet to kurwa pierdolona jebana swinia! That's wat I've learned! Pawel ty huju jebany, u're not only gonna get ur ass whipped by my ex, but also by my brother cuz that's some crazy shit u did. Yep, Anetka was right- ty umiesz wyhujac ludzi. But this time u're gonna pay.
 
Drugs
Never have and never will try any of this shit. Yep, Ziggy- I'm special, cuz I'm sure more than 90% people on this planet tried a hit at least once. So that makes me a minority which I'm happy about. Ok, trawka jeszcze przejdzie ale ludzie co sniffuja koke? Damnnn sorry, but how low can u go (i'm sorry if i'm referring to any of my friends). Heroin- I'm not even gonna comment abt. If u do that then please don't even come near me ok. I'm disgusted by those people who (even if they know that I don't do this) offer me drugs and I'm proud of those who can respect my decision (big thanks to Randy & Sylwia). I made this promise to myself and please don't ask me why cuz I got my reasons...
2005: Still gonna be drug-free. I don't need this shit!

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January 22, 2005
Why, why, why, why, why? Why God? Why r u letting all of this happen? Why do u let him treat my mom like this? She doesn't deserve this! She deserves a better life. It's sad to write, but I really do hate him. He was never there for me. He didn't even want us coming here. So why does my family have to deal with him? Answer me, God. I'm starting to stop believing in you, God. Tell me, God, why do I have to hate my father so much?
 
Not All Scars Show, Not All Wounds Heal, Sometimes You Can't Always See, The Pain Someone Feels.

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January 21, 2005
U know wat? I don't give a fuck about anything or anybody anymore. This new year's started out so badly that I'm not gonna expect anything good to finally happen.
Adek- I'M SORRY. I know we weren't even together, but I hurt u and I'm sorry about it. U deserve someone better than me.
 
You Told Me Not To Talk To You, So I Told Myself Not To Cry.
But Not Talking To You For Days, Just Makes Me Wanna Die.

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January 20, 2005
New section "Nigdy Nie Zapomne..." coming soon!
Exams, exams, exams
Mommy took me shopping and I bought Dj Caffeine's "Live in Poland" cd which is pretty good.
 
WaLKiNG aWaY iSN'T THe HaRDeST PaRT...iT'S KNoWiNG THaT u WoN'T CoMe RuNNiNG aFTeR Me THaT HuRTS THe MoST...

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January 18, 2005
Final exams week. Tomorrow I get off at 12pm so i'll be drinking the whole day =D thurs.:same, fri.: getting off at 10 am and there's a 3 day weekend! zajebiscie nie?
 
*Trudno Sluchac Jest Glosu Serca, Kiedy Ciagle Mowi Ci To Samo*
 
.THe WoRST PaRT aBouT LooKiNG @ You iS THaT u DoN'T eVeN LooK BaCK.

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January 17, 2005
Ojojoj glowka napierdala. We drank an ucho on friday, saturday i couldn't go out cuz mommy took my cell phone, and y-day another ucho =D But i had to because it was for Rafal =\ hmmm wat else is new? guess who called me y-day? ***** =) how nice is that? but i was already sleeping so we didn't get a chance to talk yet. anywayz i gotto do some studying today cuz tomorrow i got an exam from history (worst subject ever) buh-bye =]*
new pix!
 
*u thought u broke my heart, u thought u made me cry, i guess u know by now..not every player is a guy*

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January 15, 2005
This past week was the saddest and worst ever. At the end I had no more tears left. The wake and the funeral were really sad. There were over 200 people... But it's getting better now. People are getting back to normal...
3 day weekend! Final exams next week, so I'll be studying my ass off =\
 
SoMeDaY He WiLL Be SoRRy,
SoMeDaY WHeN He iS FRee,
MeMoRieS WiLL ReMiND HiM
oF WHaT We uSeD To Be.

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January 10, 2005
Jaki hujowy dzien, kurwa! Me and Natalka cried for the whole history class. Then in English when the teacher was reading the article from the newspaper, I just couldn't take it anymore, so I walked out of the classroom crying. Dlaczego kurwa, dlaczego swiat jest taki pojebany? I told u this year is gonna be fucked up. I na dodatek jeszcze z chlopakiem zerwalismy =( at least on the good note =\ and it's only january..what's the rest of the year gonna bring us? jak bardzo jeszcze sie spierdoli?
 
You WaVeD YouR HaND HiGH aND SaiD, "GooDBye"
I KePT My HaND LoW aND SaID, "DoN'T Go"

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January 9, 2005
Rafal we're all gonna miss u! Don't worry we'll find whoever did that and make them pay. U were a great person and u will always be in our hearts. Rest in peace!
 
Wake= Diversey Austin at 4-7 on Tuesday
Funeral= @St. Ferdinand's at 10:30 am on Wednesday
 
 

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Janury 8, 2005
R.I.P. RAFAL

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January 7, 2005
Ja pierdole wat a crazy night it was ajjj Me and Sylwia drank rum blehhh nasty as hell and too fuckin strong. Sylwia, so how did we end up in the motel? hahaha zajebista faza. got home at 4 am and i was gonna go out some more, but i fell asleep in my jacket lol spoko spoko do jutra!
 
**I Love Walking In The Rain..Cause Then No One Will Know I'm Crying..**

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January 5, 2005
I'm sick AGAIN! and I'm in a fight w/ my bf...again. This year started so badly WHY?
 
Dlaczego tak trudno znalezc osobe,
Ktora Ci w kazdej sytuacji pomoze.
Obrazic cie nikomu pozwolic nie zdola,
I cie pocieszy gdy bedziesz miec dola.
Osoba ktorej zaufac potrafisz,
I ktorej za wszystko umialbys wybaczyc.
Ktos kto nie raczylby zrobic ci krzywdy,
I twego serca nie zlamalby nigdy.
Osoba na widok ktorej cieplej ci sie robi,
Bo wiesz ze wielka milosc od niej pochodzi.
Ktos Komu wyznalbys szczerze,
"Jestes mym sloncem na niebie."
By: PauLiNKa

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January 2, 2005
Hello, hello. How we doin'? It's 2 pm and I don't got a hangover anymore lol My new year's started kind of bad cuz first of all I missed the countdown hahaha
On friday I had an empty house, so some people came over and we drank 3 bottles ;) Then we went to this party, then to this other party, then back to my house. My mom smelled the weed cuz they smoked it at my living room STUPID but it's all good cuz she knows I didn't smoke it. I chilled w/ my bf for the rest of the night/morning. Yesterday we chilled w/ his friends n drank a bottle that was sooo good (raspberry taste= good good). And that's all, god I wish this year's gonna be better than the last one=\ I'll be 18 in october oooo hehe Alright school tomorrow, so I'm gonna be resting today. I got an empty house, call me if u wanna come by. Papa
 
Oh and we watched "The Exorcist" the new one and all i gotto say this movie's n a s t y and boring ok?

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STiLL LoViN' U

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January 1, 2005
Happy New Year's!! How's it going? I'm too fucked up to write, so papa lmao
 
*I LoVe u BaBy*

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PaRTy HaRDy ToNiTeY
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December 31, 2004
Alright guys u know wat to do tonite: Party! I'll be really busy today (curl my hair, do my nails n all these good stuff), so if I won't pick up-don't be mad (don't call my house phone cuz I won't be home until Sunday lol). Well hope all of u have fun and wanna wish u all a Happy New Year's Muahhhh sloneczka, luv ya!!

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LiVe DJ oN THa SCeNe

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December 30, 2004
Ja pierdole, ludzie, czemu sie tak falszujecie? Juz naprawde nie ma komu na tym swiecie zaufac. Brak slow...
Tomorrow's New Year's and Paulinka gonna have a free house hopefully wink wink hehe S., G., M.,- jedziemy na imprezke ;) Here's the plan: first we drinking @ my house then we going to this party where we're getting more fucked up yep yep And u know wat, my new resolution for new year's is that I won't care anymore about someone who doesn't care about me. Why should i? Now we'll see how u like it.
 
-i MuST HaVe "PLaY Me" WRiTTeN aLL oVeR My FaCe CauSe iT aLWaYS SeeMS To HaPPeN-

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December 29, 2004
Good morning sunshines! I woke up at 2:00 pm today ojjj Life's pretty wonderful again and I hope it's gonna remain like that for a while. My new cell phone is cute. Again thank u mommy. New year's on fri and i don't know yet wat I'm gonna be doin. So many parties, but can't pick one hehe
 
*When We Begin To Hate Some1 For Who They Are, We Really Start To Hate Ourselves For Who We Are Not*

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December 28, 2004
I got a new cell phone! Thank u mommy! U're the best! New # also, so the # 8472264177 is no longer in service hehe
"Facet to Swinia"- god how true is that! lol .
Thank u Ilonka and Marek for making me feel better!
 
//Do NieBa Nie CHoDZe, Bo JeST Mi Nie Po DRoDZe\\
 
An Eye For An Eye Makes The Whole World Blind

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December 26, 2004
Mam dola..Someone has ruined my Christmas. And no, I didn't get my cell phone back 4 christmas, so u know. I guess I gotto wait 'till I'm 18..And all the money I got I'm gonna have to give to my mom because I gotto pay $200 for the last payment of my cell phone which I only had for 2 weeks until my dad smashed it..I told u these were gonna be the worst holidays ever. Ok, but whatever, jakos przezyjemy. Pls don't call me today cuz I'm not in the mood to even drink lol Bye
 
And u know what's the funniest thing? My parents started talking to me, just because it's christmas they think everything's gonna be ok now lol I don't fuckin think so. I had to clean up the whole house and make my family food for christmas, but I didn't do it to make them start talkin to me. Damn, why is everyone pissing me off so badly this holidays? Watever, my parents r going out again, so I'll be home alone watching some movies, so if u wanna come thru, lemme know. Papa
 
Dla Wszystkich Moich Prawdziwych Przyjaciol: Click Here

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December 24, 2004
Merry Christmas!
Yesterday me, Sylwia, my bejbi, my bro, Judytka & her sis drank a bottle... Nice nice 
It doesn't feel like Christmas does it? I'm gonna be busy all day cuz I gotto make food for my family and clean the whole house. After the wigilia I'm going to pasterka, so I won't be home 'till like 1pm..Ohhh, but then we driiinking oh yea.
 
Adek- "bardzo duzo prezentow malo w zyciu zakretow duzo babelkow w szampanie i kogosc co ci zrobi sniadanie a na kazdym kroku szczescia w nowym roku"   Awww how cute hehe
 
*WaNNa KNoW WHo uR ReaL FRieNDS aRe? SCReW uP aND See WHo'S STiLL THeRe FoR You.*

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December 23, 2004
Y-day: Went shopping w/ my brother, I dyed my hair (dark brown), Went christmas shopping w/ my mommy (bought some cute gifts), Went tanning, Drank a bottle w/ Sylwia, her man, and his friend, Chilled (and drank) w/ my brother, S., and my baby. We went to sleep at 4am and woke up at 7am. I chilled w/ Sylwia until she had to go to work at 3pm and then my baby came thru again and we watched some movies. Tonite we drinking even more right? Yep, yep, after all tomorrow's christmas =\
 
   ~*~I LoVe u BaBy~*~
 
LaDieS..LeaVe uR MeN aT HoMe..iT's 11:30 aND THe CLuB iS JuMPiNG, JuMPiNG ;)

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December 20, 2004
*1 Month* =)
Christmas is in 5 days! (I'm going christmas shopping tomorrow w/ my brother, so I won't be home for like..the whole day =)
 
SHoP TiLL u DRoP THeN FiND SoMe HoTT GuyS To HeLP u uP!
 
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December 19, 2004
Brrr drank 2 bottles yesterday at Luke's. And I'm gonna get my ass whipped today by my parents cuz i got home at 12 the next day hehe but hey, they already smashed my cell phone, wat else can they take away from me? =)
It's great waking up in the morning next to the person u care about ;)
New Year's is in 12 days!!
 
BoyS HaVe FeeLiNGS Too, BuT LiKe WHo CaReS? hihihih
 
Why Is It That When U Talk To God U're Saint, But When U Hear God Talking To U, U're Crazy?

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December 18, 2004
Winter break is on!
I finally have my christmas tree! lol it took me about 2 hours to decorate the whole inside of my house.
Yesterday I chilled with my baby and Sylwunia and some other people and we drank a bottle of course!
u know my mommy's still lookin around the house for the "ucho" i stole a couple days ago? uh-oh lol it's alright cuz we already got rid of the evidence. ;)
Ohh and Luke happy 19th birthday on thurs.! hehe drinkin tonite at ur house huh? yep yep
 
THe oNLy DiFFeReNCe BeTWeeN U aND Me iS i MaKe BeiNG a DiVa LooKiN GooD hehe ;)
 
*Life’s Journey Is Not To Arrive At The Grave Safely In A Well Preserved Body, But Rather To Skid In Sideways, Totally Worn Out, Shouting, “Holy Sh*t…What A Ride!”*

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LeT iT SNoW, LeT iT SNoW
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December 16, 2004
Yesterday I stole an "ucho" from my parents, so we were driiinking
I didn't go to school today cuz I didn't feel like it ok? I got 5 tests on friday, so u u know, I need a break and then after friday= 2 weeks off ;)
Does true love really exist? I dunno, I dunno...
I just don't wanna get hurt anymore, but I learned that guys can break your heart so easily =(((
 
*SiSTaZ B4 MiSTaZ*  *HoeZ B4 BRoZ*

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December 11, 2004
Fat-ass bitch KELLY, u're a dead hoe walking, get ur own man u nasty slut! don't u see that every guy just uses u?
Progress Report Card: 4 A's, 2 B's =)
sylwia- thank u 4 making me feel better, u're the best=)
 
BaBy i KNoW i'Ve MaDe MiSTaKeS,
BuT i WaNNa MaKe iT RiGHt,
So PLeaSe JuST SaY u'LL FoRGiVe Me
aND Be WiTH Me ToNiGHT.
     Baby I'm sorry!

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December 9, 2004
Happy B-day Gosia!
=(( I'm depressed, I don't even have a choinka yet at my house =\ every year i was the one who decorated the christmas tree, but now the subject "christmas" is not even spoken at my house. I know that me & my parents are in a fight, but does that mean that it's gonna stay like that through the holidays? god it's gonna be the worst christmas ever, i wish it was already over =( u know how it feels when u wanna turn back time so much, but u know there is no possible way to do that? and i don't even have time to talk to my mom about everything because she's like always working.. brrr i can't live in this house any longer. it's so sad...
 
...ZyCie Sie JeBie...

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December 8, 2004
I was talkin to my husband earlier today lol ;) wink wink*
7 more days of school!
I miss my cell phone =(
 
Jak To Boli,
Wiedzac Skad Przyszles,
A Nie Mogac Tam Powrocic...
 
Po Co Spac, Jak Sie Nic Nie Sni.
Po Co Jesc, Jak Nic Nie Smakuje.
Po Co Serce Sie Kolaczy, Jak Juz Nikogo Nie Kocha...
 
//Zyje Tym Co Mam, A Jesli Jest Tego Niewiele, Nie Przejmujcie Sie Mna, Pokoj Z Wami Przyjaciele\\ -Peja

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December 6, 2004
MiKoLaJKi =)
Ohhh nooo, u won't believe what happened.. I don't have my cell phone any longer cuz my dad smashed it..He threw it at the wall and it just broke to pieces WAT THE FUCK! wat am i gonna do now? i can't use my house phone either..help me i can't live w/o my celly! 
 
SoMe GuYS R LiKe GuM- THeY LoZe THeiR FLaVa, oTHaS R LiKe iCe CReaM - u SaVe'M FoR LaTa

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December 5, 2004
Kac mnie jebie! HELP! Ojjj that was a crazy night. Got home at 3:00 pm the next day =\ (slept over at my hunii's) Bede miec przejebane w domku...
 
MENtal pain, MENtal anxiety, MENstural cramps,... all of our problems start with MEN
 
*Jak Sie Nie Ma Co Sie Lubi, To Sie Lubi Co Sie Ma*

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MuaHHH
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December 2, 2004
I'm sooo happy! =)
 
what do u call a man with half a brain??...gifted =D sorry guys hahah
 
\i'M iN <3 aND i DoN'T CaRe, ***** iS MiNe aND i DoN'T SHaRe/

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November 30, 2004
Happy Bday Gosia!
Happy Andrzejki Day!
 
Mommy took charger from my cell phone and I have low batteries =\ so don't be mad if i dont pick up...
Lately i've been puttin everyone in trouble.. I'm sorry baby! I'm not going out for the rest of the week =\

.:.There Are Only 2 Absolutes In The World: Friends And Vodka.:.

JaK Sie Nie Ma Co Sie Lubi, To Sie Lubi Co Sie Ma

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November 29, 2004
Happy B-day Mommy (yesterday)!
Only 3 (full...) weeks of school 'till winter break!
Yesterday drank a full bottle w/ my bf and his friend lol it was good.
 
No oFFiCeR, THeRe'S No BLooD iN My aLCoHoL SySTeM!
 
...BoyS aRe GReaT..BaNaNaS aRe BeTTeR...
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November 27, 2004
God yesterday was a fucked up day! Sylwunia kochanie I'm so sorry abt it! we should have never chilled at ur house in the first place..then we shouldn't have drank that much..Baby don't worry! everything's gonna be fine! I love u girl!
I got in so much bullshit w/ mom y-day =\ FUCK too much shit happened last nite. but it's ok, if I can't go out that means we gonna chill at my place ;)
Funniest thing that happened that nite= 7 people in a car (we didn't get caught=) and i'm the only one not smoking hehe and i was the only girl there ojojoj lol
 
//Life Is Not Easy And Will Never Be, But Remember You Have Friends Who Care For You And One Of Them Is Me!\\

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November 25, 2004
HaPPy THaNKSGiViNG!
 
*Life's Strange, Love's Rare, Nothing Lasts + People Change...Fast*

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November 24, 2004 (3:01 pm)
4 day weekend starts now!
We Gonna Party Hardy
I can't wait to see u baby! ***** muahhh
Tonite= Vibe (maybe)
Tomorrow= Energy (maybe)
Friday= w/ my baby
Saturday= imprezka
Snieg pada, snieg pada, ciesza sie dzieci...
 
=i KNoW u THiNK i'M SeXY, i KNoW u THiNK i'M Hot, BuT SToP DReaMiNG BoyS, i'M WHaT uR BeST FRieND'S GoT=
 
"ZamykaM OczY
ZastanawiaM SiE- JaK ZyciE SiE PotoczY"

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November 22, 2004
Sleepy... I woke up at 6am to go to school on friday, then went out and got home at 10am on sat. (2 hrs of sleep) saturday/sunday got home at 6am (3 hrs of sleep) and sunday/monday 12:30 am (5.5 hrs of sleep) and i got 2 tests tomorrow so i probably won't get a lot of sleep tonite either. that's how u live on red bull...=D
i fucked up so badly this weekend (i'm sorry *****)
 
~~Buziaczki Dla Mojego Bejbii~~ =)*
 
"Twej Kumpeli Lzy Sie Laly,
Swiat Sie Robi Taki Maly.
Nawet Jesli Ktos Naprawi,
Nikt Go Pewnie Nie Pochwali."
 
..::SeX iS eViL, eViL iS SiN, SiN iS FoRGiVeN, So LeT'S BeGiN::..
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November 20, 2004
I'm sooo mad! Mommy didn't take me shopping today cuz I got home at 10 in the morning =\ Cholera man I need some new clothes for the Thanksgiving weekend =(((
Sylwia- what would i do w/o u? my drinkin buddy ;) Tonite kochanie we gon' drink the whole bottle hehe
 
 
/WieZNia iNTeReSuJe TyLKo JeDNo- PRZeSTaC ByC WieZNieM\
 
"TeraZ TeN UtwoR TobiE DedykujE,
CzY WiesZ DlaczegO,
Bo Na To ZaslugujesZ.
SzanuJ SwE WyborY
GdY NiE TrzebA IcH NiE ZmieniaJ.
NigdY CiebiE NiE ZapomnE
I BedE DoceniaL."
-GierocH

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November 16, 2004
Happy B-day Kasia!
Tomorrow: Happy 18th B-day other Kasia (from Poland)!
 
My site's listed #1 if u search it on yahoo under "paulinka"!
 
I'm sick =(
 
~I Guess We'll Never Know..Exactly When These Rivers Gonna Flow..And I Guess We'll Never Understand..Until We Reach The Promise Land..~
 
*a coward dies a thousand deaths--the brave ones only taste death once*

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November 15, 2004
This day was a total waste of make-up.. I don't have my cell phone today Damn Bartek I'm gonna kill u for this! u always have to leave ur cell somewhere Brrr
Dawid- Zadzwonie jutro Musimy pochillowac..know wat i mean? hehe j/p
Awww bejbi zaraz Twoje urodzinki! Co chcesz w prezencie? Oh oh I know ;)
*10/31/04*
 
-Wszyscy-Mamy-Problemy-
        =\
 
..::i WaNNa Be THe GiRL He SeeS iN THe HaLL, TuRNS To HiS FRieNDS aND SayS "Yea, THaT'S HeR"::..

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HeYKa
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November 14, 2004
Report Card:
English III: A
Chemistry: A
US History: B
French II: A
Adv Algebra II Honors: A
PE: B   =D
Nie pytajcie, bo sama nie wiem jak ja to robie hehe Widzisz Bartek jaka masz madra siostrzyczke? =) i z mocna glowa, bo po wczorajszych 7 shotach, 2 bacardi i paru piwkach I didn't get a hangover lol Odziedziczylam to po kims..Guess who?
Kasia- zajebista imprezka, dzieki!
ohh Golota lost...
 
*Nothing Lasts Forever So Love What U Have While U Still Have It*
 
.:.i DoN'T WaNNa SeeM LiKe a TeaSe, BuT WiLL u uNDo My ZiPPeR PLeaSe?.:.

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November 12, 2004
There was no school y-day =)
Went to EnergyClub yesterday, but I had school today so we got back really early. (Piotrek ale next time pls just tell me where we're goin before i get into the car alrighty?) Still I couldn't sleep 'till 4 in the morning, so I only had 2 hours of sleep last nite =\ Aaa tam przezyjemy right? Sylwia we're drinking tonite right hunnii?
Uh-oh I need more disk space...  =\
 
//Nie Ma LuDZi NieFaLSZyWyCH\\
 
..Gdy Rodzi Sie Dziecko- Rodzi Sie Matka..

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November 10, 2004
Twoje Miasto Wciaga Jak Bagno,
Czujesz To I Idziesz Na Dno.
Mowia: "Nie Lam Sie,
        Nie Jest Tak Zle"
Ile Razy Slyszales Ten Tekst?
Powiem Ci Prawde,
Jest Dokladnie Odwrotnie.
Rzeczy Ktore Kochasz,
Odchodza Bezpowrotnie.
Ludzie, Ktorych Cenisz,
Odwracaja Glowe.
Nikt Nie Jest Wrazliwy
Na Osiedlowa Mine.
     -Sylwia (BravoGirl)
 
//i used to find myself longing and waiting for the future to come..now i long and wait for the past to return\\

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BaBy BLue

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November 9, 2004
No School Today!
Happy B-day Kasiunia!
God I really need to get some sleep, I didn't get a good sleep since thursday. On friday/saturday I got home at 11 am from a motel, on sat./sun. 3 am (but couldn't sleep) and sun. at 10 pm, but my brother was drunk and I couldn't sleep because of him.
Damn D**** would u stop thinking about sex all the time? lol j/k
 
-NieNaWiSC-Do-WRoGa-
-MiLoSC-Do-BoGa-

god made mud, god made trees..god has blessed me w/ a pair of these (for those who dont get it *boobs*) =D

"Strach Przed Cierpieniem Jest Straszniejszy Niz Samo Cierpienie" -Aldremik

"That Imitation Is Suicide" -Ralph Waldo (don't try to be someone you're not) "Trust Thyself"

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