PauLiNKa'S SiTe

May 30, 2004

...I'm sorry I haven't been updating my site for a while, but life's been too busy lately. This week we have the finals exams since it's the last week of school, so I'll try to study somehow. This weekend was fun w/ ma gurls and then guys, but remember the best weekend is just about to come...

P.S. i lost 9 pounds in 2 weeks! ooo

*SiZe oF SoMeoNe'S HeaRT iS MoRe iMPoRTaNT THaN SiZe oF HiS/HeR WaiST LiNe*

~*~i'M THe SWeeTeST THaNG u'LL eVeR KNoW...So BaBy NeVeR LeT Me Go~*~

May 22, 2004

I went to Fusion, but they closed it before me and Wioletta even got there (about 11:30) so then we went to Vibe and I'm surprised that they even let me in since I used W.'s id lol It was alright, I danced my ass off. And then I went to the motel and got home at 1 pm the next day lol Can't wait 'till I'm 17 =\

~~~SHaKiN My HiPS, LiCKiN My LiPS, i BeT u WiSH u CouLD HaVe SoMe oF THiS! WHaT u See iS WHaT u GeT, So MaKe uR MoVe...u WoN't ReGReT~~~

!!!THa SCeNe iS HuSTLiN' BuSTLiN'

iNSiDe THe CLuB iS JuMPiN'

CHaMPaiGNe Be BuBBLiN'

Da MuSiC Be PuMPiN'

aND THeN

-BooM-

Me & MaH GuRLZ WaLKS iN!!!

May 21, 2004

Finally yesterday I applied for the American passport cuz my Polish one expired. So it's gonna come in like a month which is perfect because that's when I'm planning to go to Poland! Just 1 more week of school and finals and we're done =)))

~JeSTeM ZWyKLa DZieWCZyNa aLe MaM SWoJ SPoSoB ByCia, MaLa MoJa RaDa: Nie SKoP SoBie ZyCia!~

"Love ain't nothin' but a hormone scream,

Love ain't nothin' but a hot, wet dream"

May 16, 2004

Pierdole to wszystko! Lepiej mowic do kolegi, ze myslisz, ze jestem szmata niz powiedziec mi to w twarz? Just cuz I dress a certain way nie znaczy ze taka jestem! Spierdalaj jebany polusie! Stupid drunk-ass fucker Fuck off Krzysiek!

Life Will Take Ur Dreams

& Turn Em Upside Down

People Gonna Talk Shit

When U Ain't Around

Scumbags Make Promises

They Don't Intend To Keep

That's Why I've Realized

Talk Is Mad Cheap.

Dawid- U Fine as wine =]~ Muahhh

May 8, 2004

~~~~~

I'm Convincing Myself,

Yes I'll Find Someone New,

I Won't Be Alone And I Won't Be With You.

You're Waiting For Me To Crawl Back To Your Side.

But No, Not This Time, Cuz I'm Keepin My Pride.

So, Goodbye Forever, I'll Be On My Way.

It's Gonna Take Time, But I'll Be Okay.

~~~~~

"Pieniadz Zyciem Jest Na Ziemi,

On Najwiekszej Wart Jest Ceny."

-PauLiNKa

Happy B-day Wioletta!

May 1, 2004

Dzisiaj jest parada ale tak zimno jest, ze ja nigdzie nie ide =(

But still Polska iz da best!

~~~~~

To Jest Taki Ktos,

O Kim Myslisz Zaraz Po Przebudzeniu,

Tuz Przed Zasnieciem.

Ktos Kogo Nie Doceniasz Tak Jak Innych Ludzi,

Bo Nie Jest Taki Sam Jak Wszyscy,

Jest Jedyny, Wyjatkowy.

Kiedy Na Niego Patrzysz, To Czujesz,

Ze Chcesz Mu Dac Wszystko Co Masz.

Gdy Sie Smieje,

To Wszystko Staje Sie Proste, Latwe, Dobre.

Kiedy Placze,

To Wszystko Dookola Traci Sens.

~~~~~

April 28, 2004

Everyone has its ups and downs. Life is not that bad after-all ;)

P.S. Lots of new upcoming events and graphics; i've been updating daily =)

I Don't Wanna To Know

If You're Playin' Me

Keep It On The Low

Cuz My Heart Can't Take It Anymore

And If You're Playin' Now

Please Don't Let It Show

Oooh Baby, I Don't Wanna Know

-Mario Winans "I Don't Wanna Know"

What I want from a guy? is RESPECT

April 20, 2004

Did you notice that this last week or two everyone has a bf/gf? It's like a Valentine's Day all month long hehe When will I find my "szczescie"? Anyways powodzenia dla wszystkich zakochanych!

PRAWO

Zabili Chlopaka, Zgwalcili Dziewczyne,

Zamykam Oczy, Wyobrazam Sobie Mine Tego Drania,

Co Dostal Wyrok W Zawieszeniu

I Wyszedl Z Paki W Okamgnieniu.

Jakis Lekarz Zabil Pacjenta,

Ale Kara Z Niego Zostala Zdjeta.

Podobno Byl Wtedy Niepoczytalny...

Czy To Sa Jakies Zarty?

Dlaczego, Gdy Ktos Tylko Cos Ukradnie,

Od Razu Laduje Na Dnie?

Mam Dosc Tego Swiata I Jego Praw,

Mam Swoje Wlasne Prawo, Ktore Brzmi Tak:

Chce Egzekucji Dla Mordercow,

Gwalcicieli I Przestepcow!

Chce Bezpiecznego Swiata

Dla Siostry I Brata!

Jak Oko Za Oko I Zab Za Zab,

Tak Smierc Za Smierc

I Mord Za Mord!

By: Diver-Kala (BravoGirl)

April 18, 2004

Whoaa ale super pogoda jest przez caly tydzien nie ma co narzekac=))) guess wat I was doing y-day? I was watching Golota's fight of course=]~ 'though i didn't really knew wat was goin on (i'm not really into sports lol u know it Jarek lol oh and btw sorry for not coming over y-day, but i had no ride to ur house =( So anywayz it was a tie between Golota & Byrd.

April 12, 2004

Milego Smigusa Dyngusa! =)))

Jerry- Happy 20th B-day!!! Hope all ya wishes come true!

Dziki- u know me for like 3 years and y-day u're tellin me that u thought i'm 18 now? lol i don't look that old do i? hehe but anyways we're goin tanning together!

"So MaNy GiRLS KiSS eaCH oTHeR, WHaT'S THe BiG DeaL?" -Britney Spears

April 4, 2004

Jarek u're the bestest-estest friend ever hehe Thank u for caring about me and sorry that yesterday you had to listen to me complaining about my life lol Can't wait 'till ur 20th birthday!

Piotrek- don't worry we'll go clubbin' again, but y-day I wasn't in the mood so u know =\ and i'm already invited to a party in may? spoooko lol buzka

2morrow goin to school=end of spring break =(((

"Nobody cares about me. Why do guys see me only as someone to fuck around with? They all treat me like shit. Why can't I be with someone who will care about me?" -Paulinka

"I never treated you like that (...) The good ones always come back" -Jerry

April 3, 2004

You know what I hate? I hate fuckin stealers who look at my site, see all the cool shit I got and copy it to their site/profile. Jak kopiujesz to jestes dla mnie zerem! So fuck all you jealous bitches and know that u're nothing, but a zero to me!

Thank u: dolliecrave, daydreamindollies, mystic dolls, sparklintears, dolliecreations, pinkgoddess, gurlpowerrr, thugndivazdollz, angelkizz 4 making my site look as good as it is and 4 letting me borrow ur graphics!

April 1, 2004

Dzisiaj jest "Prima Aprilis" (Fool's Day) wiec uwazaj, bo sie mozesz pomylic;)

Wczoraj na spowiedzi proboszcz really did made me "thinking" (not a joke) I realized some things that I can't change, but can work on making them better. And oh yea I can't go on aim after 9 or even 8 because my basement is being renewed=) And I bought so many clothes today and 2 pairs of shoes, my mom's gonna kill me, but so what, after-all I am a shop-o-holic lol

March 22, 2004

I didn't go to school today and just chilled at my house cuz w sobote 20 marca byl 1 Dzien Wiosny oraz Dzien Wagarowicza =) so I "celebrated" this day today*

P.S. My site will be closed March 22-28 because...c'mon I need a break <3

~*~*~*~*~

*MiSTy*

My name is Misty I am but three

My eyes are swollen I cannot see

I must not be loved for I am punished by cigarette burns

I must do right I can't do wrong or else I'm locked up all day long

When I wake up I'm all alone The house is dark My folks aren't home

I'm really just an expensive joke no more no less then speed or coke

Be quiet now! I hear the car My dad is back from Charlie's bar

I hear him curse My name he calls

I squezze myself against the wall on my bed

But it's too late his head is twisted into hate

I feel the pain again and again

Oh dear god please let it end

My name is Misty I am but three

Last night my father murdered me...

March 17, 2004

~*~x~*~x~*~x~*~x~*~

If you don't stop~

(This is a warning)~

Someone's gonna lay in your bed~

(This is a warning)~

And someone's gonna eat your food~

(This is a warning)~

And someone's gonna wear your clothes~

(This is a warning)~

And someone's gonna fit your shoes~

(This is a warning)~

And someone's gonna get your keys~

(This is a warning)~

And someone's gonna open your door~

(This is a warning)~

Someone's gonna get your check~

(This is a warning)~

This is a woman's threat~

Baby, this is a woman's threat~

-R. Kelly "Woman's threat"

"Then there's only the sickness I feel from looking at legs I can't touch, or at lips that don't smile at me. Or hips that don't reach for me. And hearts that don't reach for me."

-Camren L. Wolfe ("Fighting Ruben Wolfe" by Markus Zusak; pg 20)

Read a Poem "I WeNT To a PaRTy, MoM"

March 14, 2004

Teen Commandments

1. Thou shall not sneak out when parents are sleeping...why wait??

2. Thou shall not do drugs...alcohol lasts longer!

3. Thou shall not steal from K-mart...Wal-mart has a better selection...

4. Thou shall not get arrested for vandalism...destruction has a bigger effect...

5. Thou shall not steal from thy parents...everyone knows that grandma has more money!

6. Thou shall not get in fights...just start them!

7. Thou shall not skip class...just take the whole day off!

8. Thou shall not strip in class..."Hooters" pays more...

9. Thou shall not think about having sex...as Nike says "Just Do It"...

10. Thou shall not help old ladies cross the street...just leave them!

Natalcia I lovvve ya! Don't be sad!

Fuck u **d! Zapomnij ze byles moja rodzina!

February 20, 2004

PauLiNKaaa iZ BaCKKK!!!

I didn't have internet for 2 months, can u believe it? I know that's unbelieveable lol So how are you all doin'? God I missed talking to everyone on aim, but now I'm back! So first I should write about my New Year's right? Well it went like this: Me, my bro, Jerry, Dan, Dziki, Doggy, Karolina, Sebastian, etc., first rented a motel room because the party we were supposda go to was gonna start at 11:00. So then we went to this Maggie's house, but she kicked us out (lmao) right after the count-down. Then we went to this other guy's house and I had so much fun. Then we went back to the motel and stayed there celebrating. It wasn't like last year's, but I still had lots of fun. And I didn't drink (that's a new one lol) and I was with the people I love although my girls weren't there=( But it was alright.

Then Valentine's Day...It didn't exactly go as I thought it would. Well me, Natalka, and Dominika (all singles=) decided to make a motel party, but it turned out to this huge mess cuz one of our friends fought w/ some guy and so cops busted the whole "party". But that's ok, there'll be a better one next year ;)

December 23, 2003

Those tears..those tears are so strong. I can't hold them any longer. Please god, please make them go away. Please make them stop. I don't want them. I don't deserve them. I hate them.

Life's a bitch and then u die..So what's the point of living? We only live to die? Or is it to experience different fellings like pain and love? What is love? Love is when u can't live without the person u love. That's my definition of love. But what if the person u love doesn't love u back? Then love=pain. There is no exact definition of love. But there is for sure one exact definition of life. Because to live is to die. We all go to "heaven" in the end. But some people just can't wait that long...

I don't want to feel anything anymore. No pain, no love, no nothing. There are many ways to end this painful and complicated life.

But no, I'm not that strong to do it, bit I ain't that weak either. What I'll do, I'll be glad I did it.

I want to go back to Poland. But when will I go back there? 5 years? 10? No, mom, I can't wait that long. I can't, I can't, and I won't.

December 19, 2003

No school for 2 weeks starts today! ~~Winter break is the best~~ I have no idea what I'm gonna do over this time, but I really, really, really can't wait 'till New Years! I still don't know where I'm goin', but I'm thinking of going to the same place as last year >>>Lock Port >>>Best party ever! Hope I'll have as much fun as last year. Oh and not forgetting about Christmas, my fav. holiday! I'll be spending it over at my aunt's house with my family. Doesn't seem so exciting right? Lol I know, but I still love it.

December 12, 2003

School taught me a lot this week. And I'm not talking about what the teachers taught me, but what I seen and learned from other students.

Cuz it's like that: You come to a school..School of new faces..2,000 of new faces..and what do u do?

I hate seeing people being left out. I try to be friends with everybody. But what if...

What if you were the new student..the new student who nobody wanted to be friends with? What if you were the outsider? And what if...

What if you were one of the "popular" kids? Would you include the "outsider" in your group? Or would it be better to not say a word to him/her? Would you rather be a friend or an enemy?

"Falsz rzadzi swiatem, a mi trudno pogodzic sie z takim tematem. Wszedzie xero-przyjaciele (...) Sprobuj zechciec pomocy, wysmieja Cie prosto w oczy..." -D.I.H.

"Tak juz jest i sie nie zmieni, ciagle bedzie zle na naszej ziemi..." -Mc Ashi

Read an Article ~~~"SPoWieDZ CPuNa"

December 4, 2003

Just 2 more weeks 'till winter break! I can't wait! Got any plans 4 New Year's? I know I'm gonna try to party my a$$ off like last year! +Don't forget Sat.=Mikolajki!

"You'll see white men cheat black men every day of your life, but let me tell you something and don't you forget it- whenever a white man does that to a black man, no matter who he is, how rich he is, or how fine a family he comes from, that white man is trash." ("To Kill a Mockingbird" pg.220)

Agree or Disagree?...

November 24, 2004

Well this weekend didn't go as I thought it would. Me and Wioletta went to the Faza party, but they didn't let us in =( lol But that's oki, I had a great time afterwards chillin' at S.'s house. And I can't wait 'till this upcoming 4 day weekend!

Did u know that...

"W latach 1982-2001 przeszlo polowa samobojstw w Polsce zostala popelniona przez powieszenie. 20% samobojstw stanowily skoki z wysokosci, niespelna 17%- zaturcia. Okolo 6% samobojcow zadawalo sobie rany ciete i klute, a niecale 2% odeszlo, strzelajac do siebie z broni palnej." (Express #46)

Nice huh?

"Na kawalek liny stac nawet najubozszych."

November 13, 2003

Yep, the school pics are in... Hmmm what do I think of my pic? I think it's not that bad lol Keep the comments to yourself! lol and I got my report card: 3 A's, 2 B's, and 2 C's. Not that bad huh? Oh and my scanner is finally working so I put up a lot of new pics. Check them out!

November 9, 2003

This weekend was cray-z It was Kasia's Sweet 16. I had so much fun...drinkin'...lol Nahhh I didn't drink that much=] (Good Girl) So anywayz I think everyone had a lot of fun although I got home at 12:00 in the morning the next day lol so my mommy took my celly cuz she was pissed off cuz first I told her that I'm sleeping over at Kasia's, but my mom wanted to talk to her so then I told her I was over at Judyta's and then in the morning my whole story got so mixed up that I ended up saying I was over at Natalka's lol But that's ok, I'll steal it back from her.

October 20, 2003

=(Well what can I say? Good things always gotto end sometime right?=( Well me and Jerry- we're over. I was really sad in the beginning because he really meant a lot to me and he was the only person that made me feel so special, but then...I've heard some stories...So now I just feel like I was next on his "list"...but that's ok- life goes on. Although he hurt me, we will continue being friends...

PS. Natalka- thanks for making me feel better =\

October 18, 2003

Awww this is the first picture of my doggie! Isn't he cute? My little baby boi Chingy I luv him!

My brother, Bartek, had his 18th b-day yesterday. He had a party yesterday and today lol but today it was only 'till 11 cuz my parents got back home early =\

October 11, 2003

Awww I got a puppy (7 weeks old; yorkie)!!! He's the sweetest thing in the world! Cute as hell!! I didn't know what to name him, but Dan helped me. We decided that his name would be Chingy hehehe Isn't it cute? hehehe my b/f went to Wisconsin so I was chillin' w/ Bartek. Everyone thought Chingy was so cute and wanted to steal him from me lol and we all had a good time.

And I got the greatest news from my mom today! I might go to Poland on winter vacation cuz one of my cousin's gettin married! =)))

October 7, 2003

What's up?! I got a little announcement to make: I'm not having a party because of this one person (u know who u r) who started inviting people (when I still wasn't sure) without even asking me. But thanks to my girl and my brother I know all about it. But whatever happens, happens for a reason right?...

Later that day...

I went out w/ Jerry. He got me a present 4 my b-day: perfume and a card! Thank u baby! Then when I got home my mom told me that she will buy me a puppy 4 my b-day! Awwww thank u!

October 6, 2003

Finally I'm 16! I didn't go to school today (wasn't in the mood) But I got so many "happy birthday's" from fotka.pl:

2003-10-07 12:13:58 JACEK1709 (80.55.176.202/10.15.80.8) witam pozdrawiam wszystkiego najlepszego spóżnione ale szczere pozdrawiam :) buziaki
	2003-10-06 20:33:07 qba5531 (80.55.112.126) witam, urodzinowy prezencik, pozdrawiam i powodzenia
	2003-10-06 17:46:59 kucio2 (62.233.195.102) WsZyTkIeGo NaJ NaJ PoZdRoWiOnKa FuLiK FoR YoU . OcEn MnIe
	2003-10-06 16:04:25 dareczekkk (217.97.43.76) upss wszystkiego naj naj naj
	2003-10-06 14:58:13 tkaczu (62.179.13.60) wszystkiego naj .. fajniutka i ładniutka jesteœ ;)
	2003-10-06 13:47:17 wiesiu69 (80.49.27.147) zdrowia szczescie pomyslnosci z polski for you
	2003-10-06 12:22:14 sal18 (213.241.91.209) wow piekne cialko:))wszystkiego naj!pozdrawaim!pa
	2003-10-06 12:21:10 brooklin (217.99.126.178) sto lat full ode mnie
	2003-10-06 10:19:40 2KUPIDYN (157.158.0.30/195.82.176.210) wszystkiego najlepszego dla kogoś tak ślicznego :)
	2003-10-06 08:14:06 thccc (213.25.139.60) full na urodzinki ;]
	2003-10-06 05:42:30 MarekRynkiewicz (80.55.240.162) Najserdeczniejsze zyczenia z okazji urodzin. Pozdrawiam
	2003-10-06 00:45:58 1128TYCHY (80.55.176.202/10.15.70.8) wszystkiego naj z okazji dnia twego życzy slawuś i fulik za fotki :P :)...

Thank u guys!!! And I got the cutest email:

Jak ju¿ na Twojej stronce by³em to 10-kê zosatwi³em a ¿e w dniu dzisejszym masz urodzinki wiêc i wyslê Ci te nowinki:)

Có¿ by Ci ¿yczyæ, kiedy ¿yczeñ tyle na ka¿dej kartce, tu wszêdzie.
Ka¿dy Ciê Kocha i ¿yczy mile có¿ moje s³owo znaczyæ tu bêdzie?
Wiec ¶lê Ci jedno ¿yczenie ma³e:
BYWAJ SZCZE¦LIWYM KOBIECYM PIEKNEM PRZEZ ¯YCIE CA£E
no i proszê jeszcze skromnie:
nigdy nie zapomnij o mnie !

,, sk³adam Ci wszystkie dary ¶wiata ,
By¶ by³a Szczê¶liwa, Kochana i Bogata.
Niech Mi³o¶ci± Ciê ka¿dy darzy
A twoje serce w mej duszy gospodarzy.
Ty¶ Pani± mego istnienia
Mi³o¶æ i Przyja¼ñ Ci przyrzekam nigdy zapomnienia."

And it had these 2 pics attached to it:

Thank u!

Witaj!

Wszystkiego najlepszego z okazji urodzin! Duzo szczescia i radosci oraz spelnienia najskrytszych marzen! Niech kazdy dzien bedzie lepszy od poprzedniego, a na swojej drodze spotykaj tylko szczerych ludzi! Oczywiscie malego kaca jutro!;)

Pozdrawiam Lukasz (Kalis)

October 5, 2003

My life is so fucked up! So what that 2morrow is my b-day, it doesn't make any difference! I didn't do anything this weekend cuz I was so pissed off. I really wanna go back to Poland. I feel so bad cuz Jerry worries about me so much and I feel so stupid cuz I still can't get out of my head this other guy that I liked for 2 years. Why is life so complicated? I just wish some1 could understand...

October 1, 2003

My B-day is coming up! October 6th... Hell yeah, Sweet 16!! Can't wait! I still don't know if I'm gonna throw a party, but I'll let u guys know as soon as I can. My B-day is on Monday, but the party would be on Saturday, the 11th. Well, we'll see what's gonna happen. If not a party, then I'll go to Wisconsin for this long weekend with my babe...=]

P.S. From October 6th my aim s/n will be: XPauLiNKa16

July 10, 2003

Finally after this long break PauLiNKa is back w/ a new-lookin site, new pics, 'n' a whole lot more! I apologize 2 any1 who thought that my site would not be updated any longer since I haven't put up any new pics 4 like 3 months (!!!), but now my internet is again working 'n' if everything goes well my site would be updated w/ new stuff as soon as it could be! Anywayz thx 4 ur patience and I hope u'll enjoy my new site!! Buzka 2 all of u =]~ -PauLiNKa